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Friday, July 22, 2005

well... as the subject goes.. 'it's a boring night'.. im juz surfing around.. reading pple blog... it's boring.. seriously i think im abit tired.. but dun feel like sleeping.. my darling boy is mugging for his common test at some void deck @ bukit batok with his kakis... and he intend to camp out to study till 6am.. catch the first bus home to change..bath and get off to sch to take his paper at 9am.. poor boy.. worst still... 9am is still not the last.. and that.. he want to stay in sch to mug for the next and the last paper at 4pm.. poor boy...........my heart aches at this moment... *grin* well.. and i didnt realised that.. it's more than a week since i last blog.. this week.. hmm.. pretty happening i guessed... ok lar.. at least got something going on...

well.. like what i've mentioned in my last entry.. i was shopping for my formal wear last wed.. thurs was my mock interview.. and i was suppose to represent my group for that interview.. meaning to say... my performance affects their grade... in short.. i've to do well.. and yeah.. glad i did well.. after the interview.. the lecturer did comment that.. i was calm and confident.. but juz gotta be more 'proper' with my words.. as in.. i didnt phrase my sentence properly lar.. as usual... english too powerful already... and yeah... today.. was the result... i score the highest among 6 interviewees... yeah man... my sjab experience do makes a big different ar.. wahhaa

last thurs.. after night class... rush home to bath... den meet up with kevin to go airport.. coz we, namely.. li er.evelyn.. and kevin decided to 'camp' at aiport instead.. meanwhile can do some farewell gift for alicia... to kill time.. all alicia fault... her flight is at 7.20am.. but she gotta reach at 5+am in the morning.. and it's like.. how the hell to go airport in such wee hour.. so we decided to camp there.. to save the midnight cab cost.. wahha... we were mentally prepared that night class will dismiss early... 'top news' from the other module group.. coz last week lab was mainly to issue the project assignment only.. but the lab tutor was saying that the module co-ordinator isnt too happy abt that.. thus he couldnt dismiss us early... wth man... den after which.. i signal him to came over... den we 'explain' that.. we're in a hurry.. we gotta go home and change and collect some stuffs.. so we could go to the airport to send alicia off... and the lecturer promise us.. he'll do something.. as in 'try his best'... everyone was preparing to go off early.. thus actually none of us was working on our project.. most of us were playing online games instead.. freaking boring.. until at a point.. the lecturer walk over and said...'later on i'll be showing a video to the class... so do what you want.. but be discreet.' ar... we got his hint.. and soon after he started playing the video and we were like wondering.. how to be discreet... u open the door.. take ur bag and leave the room.. sure whole world know 1 wat.. and the lect want us to leave 1 by 1..? wtH? but we cant be bother lar.. we leave in pair.. i was the first pair with eve.. and while we're leaving the door.. our classmate happened to return from the toilet.. and they were saying...'can leave already ar..? they're carrying their bag leh..' we cant be bother with them lar.. so after the 2nd pair took their leave from the lab.. we rush off.. in our fastest speed... kev n i took a cab back.. coz we wanna rush back to the bookstore at my neighbourhood to get some board... but nevertheless.. it was a failed attempt.. the bookstore was like already half closed.. thus the boss refused to get for me what i want.. and he insisted that it's deep inside the store.. too bad.. i called eve... and lucky the bookstore at sembawang is almost closing only.. and yeah... eve bought the board instead...

bath... slack a while.. check the last bus/train schedule.. den went out at 11.10pm to take bus 72 to e bus stop along old tamp road to meet kev.. on e way... i was chatting with amy on my mobile phone.. relating to him.. how irritated i was that night... hahha... stupid lar.. den even when i get onto the bus kev was on.. i still cont to chat with amy.. and becoz i was talking on the dual side ear piece... kev 'requested' to have 1 side.. thus we have a '3-ways' conference.. wahhaa...

we arrive at airport.. terminal 1.. closed to 12midnight.. then we took the skytrain over to T2.. coz over at T2.. there's more 24 hrs cafe/place to chillout ar... and when we arrived at T2...er and eve were still halfway at bugis ONLY.. i told them that they had missed the last train from tanah merah to airport already.. thus these 2 poor girl alighted at tanah merah and took a cab down to airport T2.. which cost them $8+...by the time they reach.. kev and i were already at the mac.. and kev was enjoying his large fries...

we stayed up the whole night.. cutting pictures out form different magazine.. and alicia.. if u're wondering what those pics meant.. it's actually peoples/idol/food that you like.. and u can hardly get to see in U.S.. the rest are juz 'trademark' of singapore.. such as PCK.. wahha... had a hard time collaging all the pics onto the big board which eve brought along earlier... coz have to bear in mind that.. none of us are 'artistic'... other than that.. we collaborate abit of funny jokes and stuffs here and there... and after we finish.. we wrote a msg to alicia... arg... 'from the bottom of our heart'... oh ya.. 1 more things.. we bought alot of snack there to picnic.. and of coz.. we didnt eat much lar... none of us fell asleep... EXCEPT li er... she napped for about 30 mins or so.. the only one.. wahha

from 4+am onwards and somewhere near that time.. alicia keep sms-ing us... like telling us she woke already... still feeling very tired... blah blah.. stupid lar.. gotta take such a long flight still sleep so much.. den keep reminding us by what time we must reach else we wun get to see her.. blah blah.. den in every sms.. she'll include.. 'reach airport call me..'.. and we're like wondering.. how many times must we say WE'RE ALREADY AT THE AIRPORT??? think she's too excited lar... waaahhaaa...

den closed to 5.15am... we realised that we're running late... coz alicia insist that.. she gotta go in by 6am... and we were rushing like hell.. worst still.. alicia kept calling us.. arg.. thus we went to the skytrain 'station' but damn it.. the train only start to operate at 6am... thus we RAN over... it's so damn freaking far... coz u gotta go up 1 level.. walk across the car park.. den take the stairways down.. den run over from the outside of the building... my goodness... it's damn freaking tiring..not to mention the 4 of us already had a long day in school.. and yet we didnt sleep.. thus we look like 4 crazies running about.... when we arrived at T1 departure hall.. our dear alicia was at BK enjoying her breakfast... we called her.. and she came up.. she even bought each of us a set of 'ai xin zhao chan'... and i only get to know it today.. it's her mum who pay for it.. wahha.. but nvm lar.. it's the tots that counts... and yeah.. b4 she went in.. we took a few pics.. her JCs fren were there to send her off too.. together with her parents and younger sis... after which... exchanged a few hugs with those who were present... alicia was weeping like nobody business.. and as she weep.. her younger sis follows... den it was eve and me.. and i think er also.. earlier on alicia was still saying that it's only 3 months.. not 3 years.. and as she weep.. i remind her of what she said.. and her reply was something like...'3 months also will she bu de..' couldnt get her clear anyway.. and yeah.. she went in after all these weeping scenes... we watch her all the way until her trails went off... den her parent thanks us for coming to send her off.. said goodbye to each other.. den we went to BK to enjoy our 'ai xin zhao chan'... after our breakfirst.. we went to the viewing gallery to see her plane take off... cant really see it clear.. but at least.. i managed to catch abit.. coz we was walking around.. following the plane.. den suddenly the plane juz took off with full speed... and yeah.. we left after that.. eve and er took the train back.. while kev and i took bus 53 back.. we waited very very long for the bus...

i reached home at about 9.30am.. and i was suppose to attend a make-up tutorial at 12pm which i already promised the lecturer to go.. but end up i still decided to skip my tutorial.. anyway i had all the tutorial answers already... i was suppose to go back yys to sit in for the sec 3s meeting also.. and yeah.. i overslept.. and decided to give it a miss...

i lazed around at home.. until at about 6+pm... den i went out to meet sillyBoy at chinatown for dinner... he brought me to eat this curry rice which he claim he started to eat since he's 7-8 years old.. and the 7 pcs for $1 hum chee peng...NICE!! DELICIOUS!! and after that.. we went to his friend pub... 1st day opening.. so gotta go 'shang lian'... and after that.. it's already 10+pm... den we decided to go home.. coz sillyboy gotta work the next day..while we're on our way to the bustop... silly boy shoes give way... thus we try to find superglue from 7-11.. but cant find any... so sillyboy end up at my place.. to glue his shoes.. and he stay all the way till 1+am.. den he took a cab home.. coz he insist he wanna finish the show 'bad boy II' by will smith if im not wrong...

the next day was a sat... our 99th day anniversary... i woke up.. finish my stuffs.. and went down to khatib to collect the bouquet of sunflower from my classmate mak... after which i rush cab down to town... and yeah.. i presented silly.. the bouquet of flower and the shirt from topman which we came across months back where we both are damn freaking broke... sillyBoy never like short sleeve shirt.. but i guys with short sleeve shirt... thus at a point of time when we just got together... sillyBoy was looking or rather shopping for nice short sleeve shirts every now and then.. and we came across this shirt.. which we both think it's nice on him.. but just the price too costy.. and yeah.. when silly boy was reading the card... i was weeping instead of sillyboy.. and i think i did notice that his eyes were red too.. i could be wrong.. and yeah.. sillyboy called me sillygirl... there wasnt any vacant place at sillyboy workplace to keep the flower.. thus i went over to watson.. where our lecture mate tim was working at.. i request him to keep the flower for silly first.. and im glad he's willing to help out.. anyway.. tim always appeared to be a nice guy lar.. den i left sillyboy work place.. after which i had about an hour to reach chinatown to meet up with my Cs for girls night out.. so i decided to walk from paragon to the bus stop near the hotel Redevous to catch bus 147 down to chinatown.. and on my way there.. juz my luck man!! to run into a BLACK MAN...AFRICAN.. arg... horrible experiencing.. he tried to talk to me... in fact he asked me a ques... but i juz smile and cont to walk.. while he just keep calling out from the back saying..'hey im talking to u.. why are u so scare to talk to me... excuse me.. im talking to u..' i cant be bother with him.. and i cont to walk.. until i reach the bus stop.. alone at the bus stop.. and i tot i was safe.. until i see him running over.. and i was like 'oh shit'.. den he juz came over and ask me.. y am i so scare to talk to him.. i told him i wasnt.. den he went off to 'lecture' me.. i was so pissed.. but nuthing i can do.. i was alone at the bus stop.. and i dun wan to get into unnecessary trouble.. so i juz let him be... until someone came.. den he start asking me questions again.. like asking am i from japan.. a student.. studying where.. blah blah... for all i gave was very vague answer lar... and in short.. when he was lecturing me..he was saying that i wasnt cool enough by walking off.. and saying that.. i dispite him as a BLACK man.. so what if i do... this is my homeland... so scram off to ur black land... and thanks goodness to the lady or couple who came to the bus stop.. im not sure whether the man and the lady know each other anot... somehow or rather.. she saved me.. if not i can imagine the blackie will juz go on.. and after the black man left... and lady gave me a 'what is he trying to do' kind of stare... i smile to her.. den my bus came and i left the horrible place..

fenmei called me while i was on the bus.. i was freaking angry.. thus i relate the whole incident to her... it was a short journey.. reached at chinatown.. meet up with the girls near the mac.. den walk over to the NEL control station to wait for the late queen.. Ms AMy... after which we went to club street for dinner.. it's a resturant/cafe which ys introduce.. nice ambience... after the dinner.. ys bf came to fetch her for movie.. den long bang us to PS also.. den fm.. amy and i went to selegie for beancurd coz we dunno where to go.. and as we were walking to the bus stop.. saw our yuying senior.. and together we waited for bus 147.. amy n i stop at her bus stop.. and we chatted for like 2++ hours at the bus stop.. until 3+am..4am.. den i walked home.. bath and sleep... end of sat..

sun woke up extremely late.. den daddy fetch me to my aunt place for dinner at 8pm.. mummy went over in the afternoon.. den daddy came over at 10pm again to fetch us home.. cant remember what i do when i come home.. but i think i talk to Sillyboy.. den i went to sleep...

mon and tues were 2 boring day.. on both days.. we(kevin..er..eve and i) mugged till 2+ ..3+am... rushing our reports and presentation which due on wed.. worst still.. it's a presentation w/o any assessment.. like wth rite?? but anyway.. glad it's all over..

wed was the faculty annual event.. voiceout 2005.. it's a singing competition for those who dun know... and after so long... i finally met my primary sch frend.. leon within the sch campus.. yeah leon lim yu zhi.. the project superstar finalist.. it's like ever since project superstart started... hardly see him around the campus... just that.. will receive his sms-es every now and then thanking 'us' for supporting him in project superstar... yeah... whatever.. anyway.. he was there at voiceout also.. as special guest.. this year voiceout was horrible.. the participants were jokers..clown entertaining the audience... super disappointment.. extreme disappointment.. less than a handful are those who can make it... and they have very reputational judges this year.. like A*Du and Lin JJ singing instructor from Hai Die records company.. lee wei song sch of music student.. den the duncan team.. the yo-yo team that used to be so popular.. remember?? so it's kinda sia suay lar.. so good judges.. but so no-standard participants... think i can sing sooooo muchhhh better... anyway... sillyboy.. came to watch voiceout.. after which.. we wanna go to queenstown.. but by the time we reach raffle place.. it's already like closed to 8pm.. and most of the shops will be close by then.. thus sillyboy decided to go eat at lau pa sar instead.. we walk over... the entire place were tightly sealed... with polices around... we didnt know what happen.. but anyway since we cant get to dine there... we took a cab down to sixth avenue wanting to eat pasta... den on the cab.. the driver told us some stalls were on fire earlier.. and yeah... at the other side of the place.. were 2 big fire engines... so exaggerating.. arrived at the resturant/cafe... we were told that.. it's fully reserved... thus we got to wait for at least 15-20 mins.. den after which sillyboy left his name with the waiter.. and they say that will call him within 15-20mins if there's available seats.. else it means full house.. so we walk around.. for around 10 mins.. den we decided not to wait already.. thus we went to the bus stop.. and catch a bus down to somewhere confirm got things to eat de... holland V~~

arrived at holland V... boy was attracted to the set dinner menu @ coffee club... hallnd V got a really really nice coffe club.. i would want to dropby there one day to chill out or even study.. hee hee... but anyway i told him.. since he wanna eat pasta.. and he already said that he wanna eat at the other pasta hse so y not we juz go over and take a look first.. so we went over... which boy felt that it was a total turnoff yest.. den he saw sushi tei... and decided to eat sushi tei.. we went in.. again!! full house.. so we waited for like another 15-20 mins.. when a couples left already.. den there's seats for us.. after dinner... boy wanted to have ice cream dessert.. so we went over to haagen daz.. and again again...~~~ full house.. waited for 5-10mins.. den we got a table.. had a simple 3 scoops sundaes... den boy sent me home on bus 165... and lucky we didnt continue to waste that 20 mins waiting.. coz by the time we finish our dinner.. we yet to receive any call from the restaurant...

and today.. yet another boring day.. had this quiz which weights 12% of the overall module.. 6MCQs... confirm buang for sure... coz i didnt study much lar.. merely read thru half of the topics im suppose to cover only.. den had night class.. and yeah.. nuthing much lar.. boy is out studying (but he's back at home to sleep now~~).. surfing my frends blog... and here im... updating this freaking long long blog... i think my blog is so boring.. a big sorry to those readers out there... and yeah yeah yeah.. my boy gotta cook pasta for me this weekend!! love him love him~~... may u guys enjoy ur weekend.. and till then.. i shall blog again...


*Smiling* Toast


@ 3:15 AM.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005

im freaking pissed today... angry to the core.. to the extend... 6 out of 10 sentence i chat with ys on msn are vulgarities.. wth... freaking pissed... irritated... bloody reasons.. bloody excuses... liar..!! a bunch of lies..!! everything sound so true but now yet... damn... only ys and eve know what happened.. F... guess ys is equally irritated with some nuisance people...

today is a tiring day... went to school late... only attended the last lab.. and i didnt know there's a make up tutorial until like 1 hr b4 that... but cant be bother... went for my last lab den kev and eve told me.. gotta go see mr chia regarding the makeup tutorial.. ok.. after my lab i went.. and he want me to go back on fri for that tutorial.. wth.. it's my off day... early dismissal for today lab... but wasted some time in the school... end up still left at 3pm.. usual time... took a train down to town.. eve wanna shop for the shirt which we gotta wear for our mock interview tml.. first stop-wisma.. went to this shop which li er want to go.. osmose.. li er bought 3 skirt there... which 1 of it look so horribly ugly... ok lar.. perhaps juz not my type... eve saw 1 shirt... but as usual.. i ask her to K.I.V first.. juz in case she saw something better later.. after that.. we shop around wisma.. we went to shops like iora.. southhaven.. isetan blah blah.. and yeah.. i K.I.V 1 pant at iora too...

after which we went over to taka... walk around the food fest... bought the fried fish cake.. damn.. nothing special.. after roaming around for food fest... and yeah.. li er left for facial after she finish buying what she wants...we dropby to the uncle chieung peanut ice-cream stall before we go heeren... went to the city chain at heeren.. eve wanna check out the white adidas watch.. but sad to say.. we didnt see any... anyway there's this little stall or rather roadshow inside taka... mp3 player.. 3GB for $255... quite a good deal.. but... it's some wulu wulu brand...

after heeren... i still feel that.. i can get better pants at dorothy perkins.. and thus.. we decided to walk over to PS.. and yeah.. after trying on a few... i finally decided on which 1 i want.. same for lyn... den i called up amy... to reserve that piece for me at bugis DP.. simply becoz that pants is damn freaking ex.. and i want discount!!!! she called up her ex-colleague.. everything on on already.. we walk over to bugis...

Bugis - went to DP counter and look at amy colleague... well.. the biggest shock of my life.. it's the wrong pant she got.. which means.. over at Bugis outlet.. dun have the 1 that i want.. WTF... but lucky amy colleague is a nice person... she offer to call up PS again.. and make sure i'll get the 30% discount over there.. ok lar.. i super gian.. desperate for the pant already.. moreover freaking tired.. so i agreed... i think i did thanks her b4 leaving... on the other hand i think i forgot.. i double check with eve.. she said i did.. heng... i was super tired.. same for eve..moveover abit paisei to make her walk around for my pants also.. so i offered to take a cab over to PS.. damn the uncle... dunno run thru which way... plus $1 more surcharge.. plus peak hour charge... total cabfare adds up to $6.10 from bugis to PS... wtf.. 10cents also so calculateive with me.. damn man..recently i take cab ALWAYS to ex 1.. no matter long distance or short distance... haiz...

went back to PS... try on the pants ago.. make payment and went back to taka... shop around taka ladies department first.. but sad to say... the clothes there.. other than those GUESS... FASHION LAB... FUTURE STATES .... the rest is soooo auntiee... arg... we went to take basement.. i bought a 'bak gua' bread... den went over to wisma to get the shirt which eve K.I.V... yeah... that's about the end of my day.. super freaking tired... and super freaking pissed and angry.. wTH... and yeah.. i tried to rebel by eating foods im not suppose too.. there's actually more.. but got stopped by eve and li er...

at this point of time... im not any calmer then b4.. still very pissedand irritated.. and i gotta go write my notes.. and damn.. i've got a mock interview tml.. HELL TIME...


*Irritated* Toast


@ 11:56 PM.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005

a little depressed tonight... having a very bad tension headache... juz returned from the clinic at about 11.30pm.. yeah.. so late.. dun doubt me... woke up this morning.. still feeling very uneasy with my throat.. so decided to go see a doctor and fetch a mc.. feel bad for 'pang sang-ing' evelyn alone with kevin.. er didnt go to school again... i went over tot he clinic at about 5pm.. registration close already.. so i only can get the next appointment which is at 10.30pm.. ok.. so be it.. i went to some places in between.. den dropby to mummy workplace with amy... waited for mummy to go home together.. and yeah.. reached the clinic at about 10.15pm.. happening meh... when i reached the clinic... i check with the reception.. to realise that.. there's still about 9 sick chickens in front of me... whatever... i'm determine to stay on.. which mummy ask..'u sure u wanna wait? i think u gotta wait till 12midnight..' .. like what i say.. im determine.. so i ask mummy to go back home first... initially Silly had wanted to accompany me.. but luckily i told him better not.. just in case he missed his last bus den gotta take midnight cab again.. and lucky he didnt come down...

but anyway... during the consultation.. the doctor told me.. my tonsils were badly infected... and it's the main cause that's causing my sinue and my tension headache.. ok.. and so i see... and if the condition worsen.. most probable i gotta get that 2 tonsils remove off... wth... which he say most probably the swelling wont reduce... coz leave it there around quite awhile already... but he assure me.. it gonna be ok.. BUT still gonna keep under observation.. sianzation... oh pls doctor tan.. ur BUT kills off all my hopes... didnt know it gotta be that serious.. yeah.. and i got a 2 day mc...but despite having a 2 days mc.. i still gotta report to school tml from 10-12 for my quiz.. dun wanna miss it... i know it's importatnt... and while i was collecting my medication.. SillyBoy call.. saying he's going for supper afterwhich going to his classmate hourse to teach them networking.. the whole lot of them fail their networking test last week.. except for SillyBoy.. so he's kinda the cream of the crop there... well.. while i was walking home.... Silly call again.. to scold me.. for not watching my diet..blah blah blah... well.. kind of upset lar.. but whatever...

quite sickening to know about my condition lar.. coz not as if i didnt do anything.. i did try.. but failed attempt... still remember weeks ago.. i went to the polyclinic to 'geng' mc... at that point of time.. it was already pretty swollen but just no pain.. and for all that lousy doctor prescribe me was just.. simply.. LOZENGES... thanks goodness.. i went 2 times.. 2 times he gave me only lozenges and nothing else.. not even antibotics... and i did emphasize that it has been swelling for weeks already... and on my 2nd trip there... i was actually arguing with the pharmacist for why didnt the doctor prescribe me any antibotics.. but anyway the pharmacist is as lousy as the doctor.. she told me.. most probably the doctor feels that it isnt that serious... den i ask her... lozenges cant cure me.. what should i do then.. and she said.. 'oh.. drink more water.. and perhap try to change ur diet...' oh pls lar.. my diet isnt that attrocious ok.. a big turn off... wth wth... LOUSY POLYCLINIC...

i reach home.. i told mummy what the doctor say... den mummy say the doctor is bullshitting.. sure will recover.. i hope she's not consoling me.. afterall.. kor kor juz went for operation weeks ago also... she mentioned that 1 of my aunt use to have the same problem as me.. but she recovered after that.. and mummy say if this doctor isnt good enough.. den we shall go to the other 1 in tampines... a expert for Tonsilitis... but anyway... im determine again.. to recover... so bye bye to all spicy.. heaty...junk food.. and to my Cs and A.C.E.L who are reading this.. stop me the next time if u see me eating any of these... thanks load...

beginning to realised something recently... i shared SillyBoy joys... but not his sorrow.. while... im expecting to be there for me always... wth... a lousy gf i'm... yeah.. indeed i'm...



*Depressed* Toast


@ 1:57 AM.
Sunday, July 10, 2005

wanted so much to blog a long entry.. but i dunno how far can i go.. but nevertheless i'll try... not in a good mood now.. mood swing i guess...u know lar.. sometime will get abit naggy den goes on and on.. den my blog will get lengthy already... the time now is 4.27pm.. not a single thing had went into my stomach... my throat is too swollen and too painful for me to let anything goes down.. im relying solely on Strepsils to cure my sore and swollen throat... but dun know if it's going to work... wanted so much to eat.. but the sight of food just seems to turn me off... and yeah.. that explains why..

yesterday was a tiring day... slept at about 4+ 5 on the previous night.. woke up at 10+ yesterday morning... preparing my stuffs around.. and RuiZhi sir came to pick me up at 12.30pm.. den off to Geylang Neighbourhood Police Centre for courses... the course starts at 1pm.. and ends at about 3pm... den Ruizhi send me off to nearest mrt station.. Eunos.. coz i have about 3.5 hours of free time for myself before i have to report to HQ at 6.30pm for concert duty... and too bad nobody was free to accompany me.. so i decided to dropby town and see if Silly could lunch with me.. the road was badly jam.. thus we took quite awhile to reach there when it's suppose to be pretty near.. took a train down to town... SillyBoy was deployed to the singtel roadshow outside taka this week... i was damn freaking hungry... and i hasnt been eating anything until i reached town... but too bad lar.. he cant lunch with me.. so it's ok.. so i went in to taka to get a drink.. was walking around the basement of TAka... damn it man.. it's like a mini chocolate paradise there.. so many differeny type of chocolate... i cant resisi to the temptation and so i bought 2 bars of chocolate.. dark chocolate and milk chocolate.. rest assue i'll wait till my throat heals b4 i eat it.. wahha.. Silly is having bad cough and sore throat as well.. mummy says we passed the virus to each other... but anyway... i bought 2 bottle of herbal tea in taka.. 1 for myself and 1 for boy.. $2.50 a bottle.. pretty ex ar.. my hse downstair only $1 leh.. and i think it's stronger than the 1 at taka.. but it's ok lar.. i badly need some cooling for me at that point of time... same for Silly.. his work place is so damn freaking stuffy... imagine urself working the tentage... i passby the creampuff stall.. izzit papa beard or whatever.. cant remember the name.. den remember that.. i promise Silly i'll treat him creampuff one day.. coz i lost a bet... so yeah.. i bought him 1 creampuff and 1 chessestick plus 1 bottle of herbal tea... the best thing for tea break man!! wahha... yeah.. and i sms Silly to come out get the stuffs... den i left the place.. dropby at cineleisure... den realise that.. freaking nothing to shop... my bag was heavy with my uniform..boots.. blah blah.. den i left the building within 3 mins.. yesh.. i was very sure... 3 mins.. walk towards emerald orchard.. was craving for the 'beef noodle' which alicia intro me to weeks ago... had my solo lunch there... initial plan was to take a train down to Lavender den walk to hQ after lunch.. but i realise the time is still early.. so i took a bus down to bugis instead... while i was walking up the stair of the foodcourt... i saw ZhengKe.. ah fen's classmate.. chatted for a short while.. after which i went to the bus stop..

yeah.. took a bus down to bugis.. the bus was freaking crowded... quite turnoff lar.. den got this little girl... very 'hyper'.. keept moving around cant stand still.. and i think thru out the whole journey.. the mummy nv stop scolding her... i reach bugis... i went straight to the cart to get the bag which i wanted... shop around at the cart deciding which colour to get.. end up..decided already.. realise not enough cash.. went down to draw already.. make payment and go.. wanted to shop at the mickey mouse shop.. but the thought that having to save for some other things and this... i forgo the idea... and i took a long walk to the bus stop.. a long wait for the bus as well.. and i reach hQ.. still freaking early...

there wasnt a single soul when i got there.. so i went into the meeting room.. on the air-con and cool myself down... the weather is just simple HOT!... when i see that it's time to report... but stil didnt see any souls.. i sms yanni.. den i realise she's in the zone room instead.. so i went up... to know that... yanni and another senior officer - her bf is inside... ok lar.. abit paisei.. but i still try hard to strike conversation on common topic with them... we slack for awhile.. get changed into out full u.. den we set off to the indoor stadium when everyone reached... as usual.. indoor stadium pack with fans.. at the most prominent gate which they think they might be able to see their idol.. 2nd time at a concert duty... for so many time.. got the urge to just rush into the backstage... it's just so near.. ok lar.. i gotta know my limit... we cant lar.. though even if we really want.. think we can just use 'petrolling' as excuses.. i think so lar.. had a short briefing when we reach... well.. as usual.. i was standing at the 2nd level instead of the first.. abit sianz... whatever lar.. i know there's surely be a day when i get to stand on the ground level... :) ... after saying so much.. i think some people still dunno whose concert it was.. well.. it's 'Energy Goodbye Concert'... 2nd time working with them.. 1st time was about 3 years ago... and at that time.. ah fen even got the opportunity to fan for Toro... the concert was suppose to be good.. with fanstastic dancing... but i think their performances last nite was abit not up to standard... at certain songs.. their dance moves wasnt consistent... there were many visible emply seats... the crowd werent 'high' enough... bad lighting... till u have difficulty looking at the big screen on the stage...and u could hear them panting thru the wireless mic.. in short.. it's not as good as i tot it's going to be.. to think that.. alicia and i and Silly.. almost wanted to get tickets to go... even it's the cheapest $28 tickets.. but i juz want to see them dance.. but Silly brush the idea off me.. saying paying $28 to watch tv isnt worth it.. ok lar.. quite true.. we're actually expecting lotsa casualty... reason being it's a goodbye concert... and still remember about 3 years ago.. when they're still new.. we went for their autograph session duty @ turf city... we got about 33 casuslties... some serious some not so.. but it's alot alot coz it's almost consider as a no-danger activity... but the fans are just too... dunno wat to say... they skip meals to 'chase' their idols and Q under hot sun... some fainted.. some gastric.. some heatstroke... silly fans... anyway some of the highlight of this concert are their solo performances... milk did abit of 'not-so dirty-dance' with another female dancer and then strip off his top... and this alone is enough to let the fans scream off their lung.. den ah di sang 'hong dou' by faye wong and 'she came to listen to my concert' by jacky cheung with another accomplish playing the guitar(unplugged) for him.. well.. it was indeed very very soothing... after which shu wei play and sing on the piano... a song which he wrote and compose on himself.. quite nice lar.. but i think he's quite anxious.. he was abit off pitch when he started... but b4 the concert milk had already explain shuwei voice was sored... last but not least... kunda sang his solo song... the most not special and no effort de... but anyway.. good try.. after kunda performance.. the remaining members came onto the stage den they explain why did they chose to perform those item and they said that it's actually something which they tot of themself... and ah di explain why he sang 'hong dou'.. simply becoz of the lyrics.. and i think im starting to like this oldies song now also.... after the talking.. they continue to talk... den milk n kunda complained that when they're singing certain song.. they only got the chance to 'pei yin' by the side.. and thus they switch roles last nite.. it still sound good anything.. after that.. they still continue to sing those popular slow songs... at a point of time.. i was abit touched with them.. coz i remember there was a time when im simply crazy with shuwei singing... and kunda boyish looking... milk start off with 'wo ai ni men'... den follow by shuwei 'i love you, singapore'... den ah di 'yong yuan bu shou zai jian' and lastly kunda 'i love energy'...(pardon me if i got the order and sequence wrong)... think lar.. quite sad lor.. from 5... to 4... and now 3... i think it's quite heartshaken for ah di to leave the group also lar.. but it's better for him also... so i guess.. if i have the extra bucks to spare... i'll go get their last album... but b4 that.. of coz i'll get my wil' 2nd edition album first.. and yeah!! wil's new album gotta be out very soon!!!
something to share.. there's these 2 stupid girl from anderson secondary sj unit... think they're involve with ndp performance.. thus they got the 'special pass'... they're stupid and disgrace to SJAB... they wore their full-u to the concert.. with their pass and first-aid pouch.. think they're trying to forge as first aider to go in... damn... and i think the security did let them in.. and we den realise there's illegal people in here... and thus thru out the concert.. we're just hunting for these 2 idiots.. the question that hits us was.. how did the 2 of them manage to get off from ndp? there's National Education show last nite.. so ndp performance confirm will only get dismiss after 10... but anyway.. it was a failed attempt.. we could get that 2 gals.. but heard that those security had taken down their names already.. so i guess the officers will do something... and heard that last nite ndp performance @ padang were a disaster... first, 1 of the parachuters landed on his head instead of the back... thus head injuiry... send to the hospital in a semi-conscious state... the firework hits the spectator.. so about 7-8 cases of burnt injuiry... and 1 of the performer fell down or something.... resulting in nose and mouth bleeding.. a busy night for my colleagues @ padang!!

after duty.. had a hard time fetching a can down to boat quay to meet my Cs darling.. exlcuding amy... amy went for the concert also.. but after concert she went happening @ zouk with her poly classmate and some unknown identity.. but anyway.. she finally gets to meet kenneth... by the time i reach BQ... ys and fm had already settle comfortably at TCC... den their drinks came.. i order my food and drink.. im unbelievably hungry... we stay till about close to 2am.. when they're closing.. den we ask for bill and left.. the waiter were cute.. his english got accent 1.. and he's freaking shy.. arg.. whatever... we den walk over to 1 of the building near RP mrt station.. cant remember the name lar.. den sat by the 'river side' and talk... den we realise that we need the toilet badly.. and we walk over to fullerton hotel to use the toilet den it was already about 3... den we sat at the bench directly opposite fullerton to talk again... amy den sms-ed us.. wanted to share cab home with us... so while we're talking we're waiting as well.. i reach home at about 4.30am.. went on to bath and was reading thru the sms that Silly send me for the day... and i suddenly just feel like telling my Cs how important they all to me.. and so i forward them with a msg that goes..' Wo Ai Ni Men' in mandarin.. amy reply instantly with 'me too..' where ys reply 'siah ah?'... conversation strike thru sms again.. ys is damn awake after the mocha @ TCC.. and juz when i laid comfortably on my bed.. she called... and she talk to me until about 6am in the morning.. when i couldnt go on any longer.. indeed a bitch man.. to disturb me from my beauty sleep... and i guess it's a fulfilling night.. coz at least we get to catch up and talk about alot of things... or rather mostly relationship stuffs... it's good too meet up with good frends and chill... these are the few special people i have in my life.. those few that i cherished... we shared this very special friendship... we're the kind of bestie that's psycologically supporting 1 another... i think we know each other well... but we seldom hang out togeher to do those very happening stuffs like going oversea.. clubbing.. etc etc... we get together for meals.. ktv... chills.. we call each bitch.. we scold each other stupid/silly... we quarrel... but we're ok after that... it's something special i guess... well at least it is to me... also, we plan for some upcoming gathering activity.... but it's still pending lar.. coz need some cost.. wahha.. so we shall see...

SillyBoy wasnt in a good mood last nite.. he always get so 'affected' if he didnt get good sales... arg.. and i feel bad... coz it's only last min then i tell him it's a girl night out.. arg... SillyBoy is indeed Silly...

im boring at home today... nothing to do... no where to go... nobody for me to ask out too... Silly going for his bestie 21st bbq bday today... he did ask me to go lar.. but i just dun feel like going.. i feel bad for that... arg... i think this entry is long enough already... gd bye too all till the next time i pen again...


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@ 5:58 PM.
Friday, July 08, 2005

firstly.. a big 'HI' to all those people who have came back again and again... sorry to disappoint u people too... tonight is a boring night.. boring boring night.. hardly a single soul that i can talk to on msn... only alicia.. but she's going offline any time..

arg.. ok.. a little updates first... been almost a month ever since i last updated my blog... have been pretty busy.. like having steamboat @ Sillyboy place with his sec sch classmate.. Bcelebrating my P darling birthday.. den accompanying alicia to Energy autograph session.. first ever overnight activity with my a.c.e.l... hanging out in pubs...went sentosa for youth wing event.. shopping @ beach road with SillyBoy.. den bro went for surgery thus having rush back every night to clean his wound for him.. catching movies like initial D.. alot like love.. cursed... mr & mrs smith... blah blah.. actually not very happening lar... but im just simply occupied...

oh yeah... and that day i was waiting for my cousin at 'M Hotel'.. the 1 at tajong pagar.. coz she was there to settle some issue.. and i saw celebrities like Zhang Shan Wei and Penny Dai... they're here in singapore for a residential concert @ bishan organised for their resident day... shit them.. damn rich area compare to the poor hougang...

everything just seems so important for me to attend... i guess the highlight of this week will be.. i'm going for energy concert duty.. but.. dun envy first.. coz i still dunno where i'll be standing at.. but of coz.. definately.. i'll request to go those better zone... muz enjoy also mah... and ms alicia wong is leaving next week... gosh.. it's like.. so fast eh... hope the 3 months without her will go over soon... went over to shan's place last night... together with fenmei also...amy was suppose to come.. end up she alighted at the wrong bus stop.. miscommunication.. den fenmei and her shouted at each other over the phone... and thus.. end up.. she didnt come also.. but nuthing much on also.. juz lazing around... and them.. watching their 'jiu dui superstar'... all the contestant yesterday were good.. except for M2.. abit lacking for his performances last night.. and at this moment.. i just realise that... i've forgetten to watch the result at 11.30pm earlier on! shucks.. nvm i shall juz go ask around... i like M1(JunYang).. M3(Derrick, WeiJian) also.. and M4 Leon Lim is my primary school classmate.. cum NYP-ian now.. so there's this little urge hoping he will get into the next round as well.. but... that makes 3 already.. 2 gotta be out.... at this moment.. i still dunno who's in who's out.. so juz let me wonder first.. ok.. back to shan's house.. after 'superstar' i was busying rushing my resume assignment.. which due at 12 midnight... and i only send it to my lecturer like 13 mins b4 the date due.. damn.. and we left shortly after.. coz fm keep making noise.. wanna go home talk to her 'neat neat'.. FArk lar.. always pang sang us becoz of her 'neat neat'.. im starting to think she got poor time management.. OOPS!!! and when i was crossing the road.. i saw bus 159 coming.. and i was actually lazy to run after it... i thought it was already the last bus.. so i cant be bother to wait for it.. and i thus i walk home.. 6 stops for my goodness sake!!!!!!! well.. i reach home.. hang around for awhile.. den i went to bed.. coz i could feel that my throat is swelling again.. i lost count for how long have it been swelling already... *at this point of time.. im still looking for people to tell me the result. im anxious.. but nobody is online!!*

i just ring up fm.. ok.. i knew the result already... kinda dissapointing.. Derrick and Leon is out.. but those who got kick out will gather to compete again.. just like sg idol.. wildcard... who might be the next 'sylvester sim'? stay tune..

now having alicia not around with us during lesson.. sometime it just seems so bored... coz there's only KEvin.. li er.. evelyn and me.. li er is getting very sick recently.. so she's not as bubbly as ever.. kevin.. erm... alway sms-ing gf.. evelyn needa see her mood... but anyway.. night class is on tonight.. and first time man.. we left at about 1010... when my class is suppose to end at 9.30pm... i reach home at about a 11pm.. that's very late.. but it's ok.. tml is my off daY!!

nothing on tomorrow.. still waiting for amy to confirm our date with me.. arg.. everybody is so busy.. gotta stop here.. coz i dunno what im blogging...

by the way... came across this blog weeks ago in a forum... the thread subject was 'teenage whore blog'' reading her blog is machiam like 'watching' porn in words... so in short.. her blog is damn RA lar.. coz her life is all about f*cking.. and SillyBoy comment that it's so fake... well.. i've decided to share which i've already shared with my classmate.. and so it's now for u people to judge urself... something for sure.. SHE IS RICH... leave comments on my tag board ok... and something i just found out.. i think she's from NYP.. my goodness.. i gotta check this out.. have been so eager to see how hot she's... or rather she sound as if she's pretty attractive.... www.teen4sale.blogspot.com ... enjoy reading peeps.. i think her blogs is more interesting than mine... oOps....



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@ 1:18 AM.

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